Saturday, February 21, 2009

I understand that it is the least enjoyable part of our relationship. Whenever I fantasize.. It doesn't include that lonely unlikeable feeling after wards. I am happy we have a connection when it comes to pleasure though. It is something new and nothing I have ever ever experienced before. I really miss you and when I close my eyes.. It's just your face and how much I love you to the deepest core of my being. Sometimes I even resist that idea/image, but it is there nonetheless. It makes me cry. I wish I could make it so then that we wouldn't have to feel that way anymore. I mean.. To not feel that unlikeable sad/lonely feeling. I want to hug and kiss you without the worry of feeling that way again. I want to try. Try to not feel that sad.. lonely.. unlikeable.. Just a connection that bursts with joy. Desire is a complication in this world.

Posted by JULIET @ 11:40 AM

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